Currently posting at Laykwan's house . Just ate macoroni that Laykwan and Sheena made . Super cheesy man ! Haha , Joan almost vomited because its too cheesy but after all its still veh nice eh . :) Yummy yummy , have been shopping with them for this few days :) . Went to Rivervale mall , Hougang mall supposed to go bugis today but too bad never in th end . Meici just came back from Malaysia and yet Laykwan is leaving in 3 more days . Hoping that it would be fast over . :) Joan's spying me while i post . Dont know why haha had fun with them . Wondering when would Jaslin come back so long le . Hope it wouldnt be any longer . While for Brenda seriously stop making excuses for yourself boxim means boxim , called your house so many times also never pick up , help you then in th end bomb us by saying see th tagboard jiu angry that's why never call . Called you today , your mother or whoever said you not at home . I wonder what you trying to say man . Zzzz , i wonder is it if it's Shuting would you do this to her a not . I wonder you seriously want to patch things up with Joan and Laykwan de marh ?

Went to Joan's chalet for th past few days , its was fun but too bad that i couldnt stay . Bored , her parents are nice and friendly especially her mother . She is like keep bringing food for us to eat loh . Haha , things is still good as ever now to me . My life is back to normal and i stopped thinking of him . I'm glad that i'm awake now and had stopped dropping further down . Well , its been such a long time for me to keep clinging on him . Now i can finally put him down and continue with my life normally thats good . He's just a guy , a guy who normally just talk and never shows with his actions . I'm free ! After being able to let go , finally i can find real happiness . I can smile from deep down le .